Lovee Me (;

I’m a teenager, I shouldn’t be feeling like this, and it sucks that I am. I don’t want to feel this feeling it hurts so bad. After feeling like this for a year, I’m done with it… When is gonna go away? I feel like over the past year I have gone through everything. For once, I want to be happy … I know this may sound ridiculous, but every time I dream something, its something from the future. I hate it… I’m so heartbroken and I don’t know how to handle it. 

I’m tired of feeling like this… The feeling of not feeling good enough… feeling as if I’m not wanted. Feeling used. I don’t know what God has in store for me… but I hope it’s great because I’m tired of being upset… I want to be happy… Why do I keep putting myself down? … What’s so wrong? I’m young… I have my whole life ahead of me why am I acting like this? Why?  … Help me.